Sunday, July 9, 2023

How I Feel Now by Lewis Capaldi

This song touches my heart as I watch the struggles Lewis Capaldi faces.  Lewis, you are not alone your fans out there love you. And you are far from an imposter.  I wish you could see what we your fans see. 







Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?

Well it's been a minute now, since I have had to tell the truth

I know, I can

I won't

Suppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured out

But instead, I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt

I know, I can

I won't

Oh, darlin' it goes on and on, and on

Always forever 'til I'm barely holdin' on

End of my tether, and I know it won't be long

It won't be long 'til it's gone

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self, but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead

But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said

I know, I can

I won't

Oh, darlin' it goes on and on, and on

Always forever 'til I'm barely holdin' on

End of my tether, and I know it won't be long

It won't be long 'til it's gone

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self, but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"

I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah

But I'll get there, and no

I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah

But I'll get there

So here's to my beautiful life

It seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self, but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"

Songwriters: Benjamin Alexander Kohn, Tom Barnes, Peter Kelleher, Lewis Capaldi, Tobias Jesso Jr. 

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