I Dont Want Another Sorry by Dax Featuring Trippy Red

 After they hurt you the first time, leave

(Ay, this a Trademark production)

'Cause if they'll do it once

They'll do it again (Stillsanexile)

Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)

Look at all the pain that you caused me

Fuck it, I don't want another sorry, uh

S-sorry

I never thought this shit would end, end

And I don't want another sorry

Sorry, you're not sorry

I never thought this shit would end

End (yo, uh)

Two wrongs don't make a right

I turned left

Now you mad I don't pick up

I don't return texts

Like I'm supposed to, let it slide, what, and just forget

That you destroyed everything we had, what

Just for sex, fuck that

I'm angry, I'm depressed and I'm mad

Reminiscing over days, living life in the past (why?)

How'd you do that shit? Was I really that bad? (Crazy)

I even let you stay, huh

I even let you meet my dad

I don't know where we go

But I know that you're not for me, you're not for me

Ay yo, ay yo

Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)

Look at all the pain that you caused me

Fuck it, I don't want another sorry, uh

S-sorry

I never thought this shit would end, end

And I don't want another sorry

Sorry, you're not sorry

I never thought this shit would end

End (yeah)

I'm sorry, it was a mistake

Every fucking day another heartbreak

I can't take this pain, how much my heart aches

There won't be nothing left

Said you not sorry, not sorry either

Told you I would love you to the moon and to the ether

She think that I'm stupid and I peeped her

Told her I'll move on by myself, I need to leave her, yeah (yeah)

Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)

Look at all the pain that you caused me (yeah)

Fuck it, I don't want another sorry, uh

S-sorry

I never thought this shit would end, end

And I don't want another sorry

Sorry, you're not sorry

I never thought this shit would end

End

Dear God by Dax

 Just want to make this clear

I am a believer

But sometimes, it gets hard

My name is Dax

Dear God

Dear God, there's a lot of questions that I have about the past

And I don't want hear it from a human you made

So, you're the last Person that I'm ever gonna ask

Tell me what's real, tell me what's fake

Why is everything about you a debate? (Why?)

What's the point of love?

Everytime I've showed it, I was broken and it's forced me just to only wanna hate

Why's there only one you, but multiple religions?

(Why?) Why does every conversation end in a division?

(Why?) Why does everybody want to tell us how to live, but they won't listen to the same damn message that they giving?

Tell me how to feel, tell me what's wrong

I tried to call, pick up the phone, I'm on my own (pick up!)

Everybody said, you're coming back, then man, why the hell's it taking so long?

Why do I hurt? Why is there pain? (Why?)

Why does everything good always have to change?

(Why?) Why does everybody try to profit off another man's work, then destroyin' it just for monetary gain?

Tell me, are you black, are you white?

I don't even really care, I just really want to know what's right

They've been saying one thing, but I've been looking in the book

And it seems like they've been lying for my whole damn life

Tell me where I'm going - is it heaven or hell?

I just hope this message greets you well

Had a dream that I was walking with the devil

Don't remember how it feels, but I swear that I remember the smell

Looked me right into my eyes and told me, "Everything I wanted could be mine, if I gave up and decided to sell"

But I said I'd rather die than give mine and now, I'm here

Now I fear one man with a story to tell

Dear God, where were you when I needed it

When I fucked up and repeated it?

When they set the bar and I exceeded it? (Where were you?)

My life is like a book that they've been judging by a cover, but have never took the time to fucking read the shit

I remember telling you my goals and my dreams, but you didn't even answer, so, I guess you didn't believe in it

I remember sitting with a gun to my head trying to ask you for some help, but I guess you didn't believe in it

I don't want religion, I need that spirituality

I don't want a church, I need people to call a family

I don't wanna tell my sins to another sinner just because he's got a robe and he went to some academy

I don't wanna read it in a book, I wanna hear it from you

Don't wanna learn it in my school because they're hiding the truth

Don't wanna talk about it to another fucking human being, and that's only reason that I even stepped in this booth

Dear God, how do I take this darkness and turn it into light?

How do believe in a concept, where I speak to a man I've never seen with my own two eyes?

(How?) How do I know that religion wasn't made just to separate the world, and create a whole disguise

Just to keep us in these chains, while the rich get richer and the poor pray to you, and perpetuate a lie?

How do I know this ain't some big joke?

(How?) How can I have faith when there is no hope?

(How?) How the hell does one man have 100 billion dollars and we still have people on the street that are broke?

There's a lot of things, I wanna talk about, and get off my chest

I can't sleep 'cause the devil won't let me rest

I used to know a fucking pastor in a church, and I can still hear the screams of the kids, he would fucking molest

Dear God! Do you hear me?

(Do you hear me?) I'm supposed to fear you, but you ain't said shit

So, maybe it's you who actually fears me?

I don't know the answer, I just want to see it clearly

So many lies, there's a thousand different theories

All I want to know is, who really made religion 'cause I know it wasn't you but though nobody believes me

No more lies, no more death

Bring back King, bring back X

Please dear God, let their souls rest, protect who's left and watch their steps

Dear God (dear God, dear God)

I don't want to have to ask you again

I just hope that you know, that I'm still a believer, so, I'll end this all by saying Amen

It's Dax

Depression By Dax

 I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothing I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days

Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times

Wish I could get those back

I keep on running these races that go in my mind

Then they go on these tracks

I'm not ready to erase all my memories, mm

I fight depression and I let it get the best of me

Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go

Look around, it's liquor bottles all on the floor

Filling up the space inside my heart and my home

Drowning out these thoughts until they leave me alone

I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothing I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days

These thoughts are draining all my energy

I try to tell 'em to God, they said I'm going insane

And then they recommended therapy

And to go and talk to a man who's getting paid to explain

He started saying that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain

Ain't connecting to accomplishments associated with moving on

In life and past the things that my heart cannot contain

So the happiness won't sustain

Then he read me my options

He said "Here goes a pill, only take two with a meal"

And it'll numb how I feel

I can't find myself (I can't find myself)

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help (I think I might need help)

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)

And there's nothing I can change

So when I'm by myself (when I'm by myself)

I just pray for brighter days

Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?

I got all of my flaws living inside of this boat

I've been anchored in pain, the weight is making me choke

It's getting harder to breathe, it's pulling right at my throat

I've been hoping for change, but don't know how to restart

They say you ain't a man when you exposing your heart

Then they say you're insane until it tears you apart

And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars

We can only see change when we accept who we are

Try to run from the shame and you will never get far

Don't you bottle the pain or live your life in the dark

You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star

Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression

Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards

With our God, you can beat all the odds

Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say

I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help (I think I might need help)

But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothing I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days

Gaslight by Snow Tha Product

 Look

Pum-Pumbaa, are you nuts?

Oh, you a big money spendin'

Man who gets the women

Big bill droppin'

Want it, then you got it

Rollie face wearin'

If she lookin', then she starin'

If she starin', then she carin'

But can't put a finger on it

You a big game talker, every ex's your stalker

You ain't ready for no relationship, but can talk to her

You just want some company

Every bitch you fuck with either crazy or amazing

Then you shady as can fuckin' be

You can't commit and that's your greatest talent

Claim you're breaking hearts like back to back

Deep inside there's somethin' less than average

'Bout the bitches that you claim to bag

Somethin' 'bout the bracket that you at

Maybe all the practice that you have

Wouldn't do you any good where I'm at

Class ain't somethin' you can pay to have

Gaslight pro (pro)

Gaslight pro (pro)

And you could tell me lies

Tell me, tell me lies

Tell me I'm trippin'

Tell me why, tell me I'm the one

Then rewind to a gaslight pro (pro)

Oh, you a fuckin' Prince Charming out in public

I'm like "Yeah, yeah, yeah"

Lead me on, then they leave

Then it's back to never there

Throw the blame out everywhere

"No one can compare" yeah, yeah

You just never wrong, but here's your problem

Now, I don't care

You playin' with my mind, somehow everytime

Pretty lies come right out your mouth, and that ain't right

Gotta fuckin' draw the line

I've been just your type

Prey on any insecurity you fucking find

Got me questionin' my memory

Your narcissist attempts at e-ither startin' off the problems, causin' drama

Then you got me second guessin' me

And I don't give a fuck which house your Moon is

What sign you are or how you grew up

You're a fuckin' adult and you got to get it together

You're a dick and you're manipulative as fuck, ugh

Gaslight pro (pro)

Gaslight pro (pro)

And you could tell me lies

Tell me, tell me lies

Tell me I'm trippin'

Tell me why, tell me I'm the one

Then rewind to a gaslight pro (pro)

Gaslight pro (pro)

Gaslight pro (pro)

And you could tell me lies

Tell me, tell me lies

Tell me I'm trippin'

Tell me why, tell me I'm the one

Then rewind to a gaslight pro (pro)

And you could tell me lies

Tell me, tell me lies

Tell me I'm trippin'

Tell me why, tell me I'm the one

Then rewind to a gaslight pro (pro)

Tell You Like This by Snow Tha Product

 Bro, I'ma tell you like this

I am not the one, little son

Better, better run with the gun

I'ma tell you like this

Fuck you and fuck where you from

Gotta say the word once and it's done

I'ma tell you like this

We can get it crackin' little bitch

Boy, quit with all that attitude, sis

I'ma tell you like this

Better man up little jit

Lemme know if it's a problem, it's lit

Still a big talker, 'cause I got the biggest follow through

I follow money, you tryna get hoes to follow you

I am mad at you

How you hung around me and your

Dumb ass never learned how to keep it G?

Goddamn it's sickening, hope you listening

Post how you the realest but you know it's different

Say you got them dividends, talking 'bout them Benjamins

I ain't even gonna violate and talk 'bout what I lent

But uh, keep my name out your bitch ass mouth

Sure there's other ways you can get that clout

You can dick ride, like you do behind the scenes

'Cause you be switching sides like you L, G, B and T

But uh

I know that boy's a rat, I know you gon' keep talking

I wasn't raised like that, but now I'm coming 'round them types often

Tell you like this, that

Pull up, where you at?

You know we can get this shit popping

Tell you like this, that

Pull up, where you at?

You know we can get this shit popping

Bro, I'ma tell you like this

I am not the one, little son

Better, better run with the gun

I'ma tell you like this

Fuck you and fuck where you from

Gotta say the word once and it's done

I'ma tell you like this

We can get it crackin' little bitch

Boy, quit with all that attitude, sis

I'ma tell you like this

Better man up little jit

Lemme know if it's a problem, it's lit

I got a couple reasons some of these dudes is turning to haters

I'm a motherfuckin' reminder how they can never make it

I'm up in this shit and I never needed no one

I'm a business bitch, you gotta pay me to show up

I got that energy, you know that energy, that B-D-E shit

That I don't really know why that bitch intimidate me shit

That you can't lease this, this wavy baby make you seasick

That killing you with everything I do, bitch rest in pieces

You fucking buffoon, thinking you fucking with me?

It's ironic I'm a CEO and don't need company

Look I'm uppin' these prices so dummies don't come to me

Askin' me to give 'em verses then they wanna come for me

You a whole ass hoe if you a dude and hate bitches

But your eyes light up when a dudes name's mentioned

Bro, compliment a woman then you tell him stop simpin'

Bro, you got vagina envy, tell your homie to stick the tip in

You sus in the comments, you sus in real life

Imagine makin' fake pages just to speak your own mind

Goddamn that must suck, you hate yourself and know why

Seek help lil bitch 'fore you take your own life, shit

Bro, I'ma tell you like this

I am not the one, little son

Better, better run with the gun

I'ma tell you like this

Fuck you and fuck where you from

Gotta say the word once and it's done

I'ma tell you like this

We can get it crackin' little bitch

Boy, quit with all that attitude, sis

I'ma tell you like this

Better man up little jit

Lemme know if it's a problem, it's lit

Bro, I'ma tell you like this

Bro, I'ma tell you like this

Bro, I'ma tell you like this

Love It When You Hate Me By Avril Lavigne Featuring Blackbear

 

I'm a lush

And I'm drunk again off another crush

Don't rush

Just take your time, don't feel too much

And how 'bout you just take some blame?

I always take all the pain

You should just forget my name

And I (and I)

Ignore all the warning signs (the warning signs)

Fall for you every time

Don't call me baby (baby)

I love it when you hate me

I know it's crazy (crazy)

I love it when you hate me

The highs, the lows, the yes', the no's (the no's)

You're so hot when you get cold

Don't call me baby (baby)

I love it when you hate me

Yeah, I love it when you hate me, wish you could erase me

I've been so depressed, I don't think anyone could save me

Look at what you did, girl, look at how you changed me

Funny how you twisting up the truth and then you blame me

Running out of fucks that I could give to you

But you could still be pretty on the inside too

Your heart's so cold, but I love the way you lie

Should've seen the red flags, but for you, I'm fucking blind

And I

Ignore all the warning signs (the warning signs)

Fall for you every time

Don't call me baby (baby)

I love it when you hate me

I know it's crazy (crazy)

I love it when you hate me

The highs, the lows, the yes', the no's (the no's)

You're so hot when you get cold

Don't call me baby (baby)

I love it when you hate me

And I (and I)

Ignore all the warning signs (the warning sings)

Fall for you every time

Don't call me baby

I love it when you hate me

I know it's crazy (crazy)

I love it when you hate me

The highs, the lows, the yes', the no's (the no's)

You're so hot when you get cold

Don't call me baby (baby)

I love it when you hate me

Rest In Peace By Dorthy

 Mhh

Mh-mh-mhh

Blood on my hands, what's done is done

Left you by the road with the crows in the dust

Heart so hollow deep as a cave

One day I'll be dancing on your grave

Taking it back the life you stole

Every little piece you took of my soul

Now I lay you down to sleep

And pray with the devil

You rest in peace

You can't hang your chains on me

When your six feet deep

This heart ain't yours to bleed

Now that yours no longer beats

Hallelujah, I'm over you yeah

I buried you, oh Lord, you're dead to me

Rest in peace

Black umbrella

In the pouring rain

No preacher, no prayer

To cry your name

A little to late to right your wrongs

No one's laying roses on your bones

No tears no loving memories

Long is the road out of hell and the misery

So by my decree

You can't hang your chains on me

When your six feet deep

This heart ain't yours to bleed

Now that yours no longer beats

Hallelujah, I'm over you yeah

I buried you, oh Lord, you're dead to me

Rest in peace, oh, yeah

You can't hurt me now

Can't hold me down

What's done is done

You can't hurt me now

Can't hold me down

I've had enough

Oh Lord, you're dead to me

So I lay you down, I lay you down to sleep

You can't hang your chains on me

When your six feet deep

This heart ain't yours to bleed

Now that yours no longer beats

Hallelujah, I'm over you yeah

I buried you, oh Lord, you're dead to me

Rest in peace

Rest in peace

Rest in peace

Lord you're dead to me

Rest in peace

Rest in peace

Rest in peace

Rest in peace

Ohh-ohh

Rest in peace

Forget Me Song by Lewis Capaldi

 Days ache and nights are long

Two years and still you're not gone

Guess I'm still holding on

Drag my name through the dirt

Somehow it doesn't hurt though

Guess you're still holding on

You told your friends you want me dead

And said that I did everything wrong

And you're not wrong

Well I'll take all the vitriol

But not the thought of you moving on

'Cause I'm not ready

To find out you know how to forget me

I'd rather hear how much you regret me

And pray to God that you never met me

Than forget me

Oh I hate to know I made you cry

But love to know I cross your mind

Babe oh I

Even after all it'd still wreck me

To find out you'd know how to forget me

Even after all this time

Days ache and nights are grey

My heart is still your place babe

Guess I still feel the same

Know you can't stand my face

Some scars you can't erase babe

Guess you still feel the same

Well I'll take all the vitriol

But not the thought of you moving on

'Cause I'm not ready

To find out you know how to forget me

I'd rather hear how much you regret me

And pray to God that you never met me

Than forget me

Oh I hate to know I made you cry

But love to know I cross your mind

Babe oh I

Even after all it'd still wreck me

To find out you'd know how to forget me

Even after all this time

I'm not ready to let you forget me

To let you forget me

To let you for oh

I'm not ready to let you forget me

(Even after all this time)

To let you forget me

To let you for oh

I'm not ready to let you forget me

To let you forget me

To let you for oh

I'm not ready to let you forget me

To let you forget me

To let you for oh

'Cause I'm not ready

To find out you know how to forget me

I'd rather hear how much you regret me

And pray to God that you never met me

Than forget me

Oh I hate to know I made you cry

But love to know I cross your mind

Babe oh I

Even after all it'd still wreck me

To find out you'd know how to forget me

Even after all this time

Voices In My Head By Falling In Reverse

 The voices in my head keep on telling me to pray

'Cause I'm spinning like a carousel, circling the drain

Hit the bottom of the bottle, I don't wanna feel the pain

But that is all I got for now, I don't wanna talk about it

The voices in my head keep on begging me to stay

If I pull the trigger now then the demons go away

And I know my time is coming so there ain't no time to waste

So that is all I got for now, I don't wanna talk about it

The voices in my head keep telling me to choose a side

It's heaven or hell like it's do or die

I'm a sad boy, you know better

Please don't make this last forever

The voices in my head keep telling me I'm not okay

It's feeling like a hurricane in my brain

Dark clouds, hard times, bad weather

Please don't make this last forever

The voices in my head keep telling me I'm gonna (die)

And I don't wanna talk about the drama, I'm trauma (tized)

They're tellin' me I'm fine but we both know that's a fuckin' (lie)

I'm losing my mind but I don't wanna talk about it

The voices in my head keep giving me the worst advice

Kamikaze crash like a suicide

I'm a lost boy, you know better

Please don't make this last forever

The voices in my head keep telling me I'm insane

And maybe I'm a little bit, that won't change

Dark clouds, hard times, bad weather

Please don't make this last forever

The voices in my head keep telling me I'm gonna (die)

And I don't wanna talk about the drama, I'm trauma (tized)

They're tellin' me I'm fine but we both know that's a fuckin' (lie)

I'm losing my mind but I don't wanna talk about

The voices in my head keep telling me I'm cursed

I'm paranoid, I don't wanna make it any worse

We're all gonna die but first things first

I'ma take the world with me when they put me in the dirt

The voices in my head keep telling me I'm cursed

I'm paranoid, I don't wanna make it any worse

We're all gonna die but first things first

I'ma take the world with me when they put me in the dirt

Move

(Move)

Voices in my head keep telling me I'm cursed

I'm paranoid, I don't wanna make it any worse

We're all gonna die, first things first

I'ma take the world with me when they put me in the dirt

The voices in my head keep telling me I'm gonna (die)

And I don't wanna talk about the drama, I'm trauma (tized)

They're tellin' me I'm fine but we both know that's a fuckin' (lie)

I'm losing my mind but I don't wanna talk about it

The voices in my head keep on telling me to pray

'Cause I'm spinning like a carousel, circling the drain

Hit the bottom of the bottle, I don't wanna feel the pain

I'm losing my mind but I don't wanna talk about it