Apolla Az

Apollo Arizona

Dead Man By Apollo Az

Apollo Arizona

Pardyalone - Sincerely, F*ck You

[Chorus]

I'm so alone

Shut up, I ain't mad at you

I found peace in the silence

Call my name and I'm back to you

I'm getting sick of the hiding

All this time I've been spending alone low

Getting sick of anxiety

Don't know how much longer I can hold on

[Verse 1]

My chest getting number as I talk

My head getting fucked up

Exhale all the pain

I found taking drugs

Help me with the...

Nothing, nothing at all

Resorted to smoking and drinking

I found out my weakness, overthinking

I hope that you know I'm not okay

I thought you could save me but you're just a demon

Why love?

Every time I try to change I feel like I'm fuckеd up

More trust

You left me scarrеd broken, how the fuck you ignore us?

Ignore us

You left me with no trust

Are you happy now?

Used me with no fucks

I've been feeling alone

[Chorus]

I'm so alone

Shut up, I ain't mad at you

I found peace in the silence

Call my name and I'm back to you

I'm getting sick of the hiding

All this time I've been spending alone low

Getting sick of anxiety

Don't know how much longer I can hold on

[Verse 2]

Walk through the shadow of death

Just to find out you couldn't save me

Now I'm so lost

Demons standing over my chest

I've been wishing I'm perfect

But trust me, I'm far from it

I needed your heart

And it hurt me to know

That I've fallen miles apart

I needed your trust

And trust me, I'm fucked up

I've been...

Fuck

I don't need you

Give me a reason

I need closure 'cause I'm overthinking

Tired of filling my lungs on the weekend

But a phone call is as close as we get

Right my wrong

How do I know

Ain't no sign for the way that I'm feeling

No check-up

Guess I'm fucked up fighting these demons

I need a new touch from someone who needs me

[Chorus]

I'm so alone

Shut up, I ain't mad at you

I found peace in the silence

Call my name and I'm back to you

I'm getting sick of the hiding

All this time I've been spending alone low

Getting sick of anxiety

Don't know how much longer I can hold on

 

The Bluest Eyes In Texas by Restless Heart

 That lonesome Texas sun was setting slow

And in the rearview mirror, I watched it go

I can still see the wind in her golden hair

I close my eyes for a moment, I'm still there

The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

Like the stars that fill the midnight sky, her memory fills my mind

(Where did I go wrong?) Did I wait too long? Or can I make it right?

The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

Another town, another hotel room

Another dream that ended way too soon

Left me lonely, prayin' before the dawn

Searching for the strength to carry on

The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

Like the stars that fill the midnight sky, her memory fills my mind

(Where did I go wrong?) Did I wait too long? Or can I make it right?

The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

For every heart you break, you pay a price

But I can't forget the tears in her blue eyes

The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

Like the stars that fill the midnight sky, her memory fills my mind

(Where did I go wrong?) Did I wait too long? How can I make it right?

The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen

 I threw a wish in the well

Don't ask me, I'll never tell

I looked to you as it fell

And now you're in my way

I trade my soul for a wish

Pennies and dimes for a kiss

I wasn't looking for this

But now you're in my way

Your stare was holdin'

Ripped jeans, skin was showin'

Hot night, wind was blowin'

Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

It's hard to look right at you, baby

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

And all the other boys try to chase me

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

You took your time with the call

I took no time with the fall

You gave me nothing at all

But still, you're in my way

I beg and borrow and steal

At first sight, and it's real

I didn't know I would feel it

But it's in my way

Your stare was holdin'

Ripped jeans, skin was showin'

Hot night, wind was blowin'

Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

It's hard to look right at you, baby

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

And all the other boys try to chase me

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

Before you came into my life, I missed you so bad

I missed you so bad, I missed you so, so bad

Before you came into my life, I missed you so bad

And you should know that

I missed you so, so bad

(Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad)

It's hard to look right at you, baby

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

And all the other boys try to chase me

But here's my number, so call me, maybe

Before you came into my life, I missed you so bad

I missed you so bad, I missed you so, so bad

Before you came into my life, I missed you so bad

And you should know that

So call me maybe

Somebody You Used To Know by Goyte

 … Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

Told myself that you were right for me

But felt so lonely in your company

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

… You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Like resignation to the end

Always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

… But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened

And that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger

And that feels so rough

You didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records

And then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

… Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

But had me believing it was always something that I'd done

And I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know...

… But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened

And that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger

And that feels so rough

You didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records

And then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

… Somebody

I used to know

Somebody

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Somebody

I used to know

Somebody

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

I used to know

That I used to know

I used to know

Somebody...

The Killers Hot Fuzz Entire Album

 

Somebody Told Me by The Killers

Breakin' my back just to know your name

Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game

A breakin' my back just to know your name

But Heaven ain't close in a place like this

Anything goes but don't blink, you might miss

'Cause Heaven ain't close in a place like this

I said Heaven ain't close in a place like this

Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight (hoo hoo)

Never thought I'd let a rumor ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me you had a boyfriend

Who looked like a girlfriend

That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential, I've got potential

Ready let's roll onto something new

Takin' it's toll then I'm leaving without you

'Cause Heaven ain't close in a place like this

I said Heaven ain't close in a place like this

Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight (hoo hoo)

Never thought I'd let a rumor ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me you had a boyfriend

Who looked like a girlfriend

That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential, I've got potential

A rushing, rushing around

Pace yourself for me (for me)

I said maybe, baby, please (please)

But I just don't know now (baby, baby)

When all I want to do is try

Well somebody told me you had a boyfriend

Who looked like a girlfriend

That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential, I've got potential

A rushing, rushing around

Now somebody told me you had a boyfriend

Who looked like a girlfriend

That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential, I've got potential

A rushing, rushing around

Somebody told me you had a boyfriend

Who looked like a girlfriend

That I had in February of last year

It's not confidential, I've got potential

A rushing, rushing around

 

Photographs and Memories By Jim Croce

 Photographs and memories

Christmas cards you sent to me

All that I have are these

To remember you

Memories that come at night

Take me to another time

Back to a happier day

When I called you mine

But we sure had a good time

When we started way back when

Morning walks and bedroom talks

Oh how I loved you then

Summer skies and lullabies

Nights we couldn't say good-bye

And of all of the things that we knew

Not a dream survived

Photographs and memories

All the love you gave to me

Somehow it just can't be true

That's all I've left of you

But we sure had a good time

When we started way back when

Morning walks and bedroom talks

Oh how I loved you then

Lovers Cross By Jim Croce

 I guess that it was bound to happen

Was just a matter of time

Now I've come to my decision

And it's a one of the painful kind

'Cause now it seems that you wanted a martyr

Just a regular guy wouldn't do

But baby, I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you

You really gotta hand it to ya

'Cause girl you really tried

But for every time that we spent laughin'

There were two times that I cried

And you were tryin' to make me your martyr

And that's the one thing I just couldn't do

'Cause baby, I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you

'Cause tables are meant for turnin'

And people are bound to change

And bridges are meant for burnin'

When the people and memories

They join aren't the same

Still I hope that you can find another

Who can take what I could not

He'll have to be a super guy

Or maybe a super god

'Cause I never was much of a martyr before

And I ain't 'bout to start nothin' new

And baby, I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you

'Cause tables are meant for turnin'

And people are bound to change

And bridges are meant for burnin'

When the people and memories

They join aren't the same

But I hope that you can find another

Who can take what I could not

He'll have to be a super guy

Or maybe a super god

'Cause I never was much of a martyr before

And I ain't 'bout to start nothin' new

And baby, I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you

Time in a Bottle by Jim Croce

 If I could save time in a bottle

The first thing that I'd like to do

Is to save every day 'til eternity passes away

Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever

If words could make wishes come true

I'd save every day like a treasure, and then

Again, I would spend them with you

But there never seems to be enough time

To do the things you want to do once you find them

I've looked around enough to know

That you're the one I want to go through time with

If I had a box just for wishes

And dreams that had never come true

The box would be empty

Except for the memory of how they were answered by you

But there never seems to be enough time

To do the things you want to do once you find them

I've looked around enough to know

That you're the one I want to go through time with

I'll Have To Say I Love You In A Song by Jim Croce

 Well, I know it's kind of late

I hope I didn't wake you

But what I gotta say can't wait

I know you'd understand

'Cause ev'ry time I tried to tell you

The words just came out wrong

So I'll have to say I love you in a song

Yeah, I know it's kind of strange

But ev'ry time I'm near you

I just run out of things to say

I know you'd understand

'Cause ev'ry time I tried to tell you

The words just came out wrong

So I'll have to say I love you in a song

'Cause ev'ry time the time was right

All the words just came out wrong

So I'll have to say I love you in a song

Yeah, I know it's kind of late

I hope I didn't wake you

But there's something that I just gotta say

I know you'd understand

'Cause ev'ry time I tried to tell you

The words just came out wrong

So I'll have to say I love you in a song

Operator by Jim Croce

 Operator, well, could you help me place this call?

See, the number on the matchbook is old and faded

She's living in L. A. with my best old ex-friend Ray

Guy, she said she knew well and sometimes hated

Isn't that the way they say it goes?

But let' s forget all that

And give me the number if you can find it

So I can call just to tell them I' m fine and to show

I've overcome the blow, I've learned to take it well

I only wish my words could just convince myself

That it just wasn't real but that's not the way it feels

Operator, oh, could you help me place this call?

'Cause I can' t read the number that you just gave me

There's something in my eyes, you know it happens every time

I think about the love that I thought would save me

But isn't that the way they say it goes?

Well, let's forget all that

And give me the number if you can find it

So I can call just to tell them I'm fine and to show

I've overcome the blow, I've learned to take it well

I only wish my words could just convince myself

That it just wasn't real but that's not the way it feels

No, no, no, no, that's not the way it feels

Operator, well, let's forget about this call

There's no one there I really wanted to talk to

Thank you for your time

Oh, you've been so much more than kind

You can keep the dime

But isn't that the way they say it goes?

Well, let's forget all that

And give me the number if you can find it

So I can call just to tell them I'm fine and to show

I've overcome the blow, I've learned to take it well

I only wish my words could just convince myself

That it just wasn't real but that's not the way it feels

YUNGBLUD - god save me, but don’t drown me out (official video)

Calm me down

Before I sleep

'Cause I don't know

Where I've just been

And the morning seems

So far away

And the drugs just hit

So I'm wide awake

Not gonna waste my life

'Cause I've been fucked up

'Cause it doesn't matter

So waste my time

And god save all of us

And the walls, they'll shatter

And I won't let my insecurities

Define who I am, I am

Not gonna waste my life

'Cause I've been fucked up

'Cause it doesn't matter

Take a breath

And try to think straight

'Cause there's so much pressure

On my fuckin' brain

And my blood runs thin

'Cause I'm off my face

And my shoulders weigh

More than I can take (I can't fucking take it)

Not gonna waste my life

'Cause I've been fucked up

'Cause it doesn't matter

So waste my time

And god save all of us

And the walls, they'll shatter

And I won't let my insecurities

Define who I am, I am

Not gonna waste my life

'Cause I've been fucked up

'Cause it doesn't matter

God save, god save all of us

God save, god save all of us

God save, god save all of us

God save, god save all of us

God save, god save all of us

God save, god save all of us (and finally I know)

God save, god save all of us (and finally I know)

God save, god save all of us (someone else silently under)

God save, god save all of us (and finally I know)

Not gonna waste my life

'Cause I've been fucked up

'Cause it doesn't matter

So waste my time

And god save all of us

And the walls, they'll shatter

And I won't let my insecurities

Define who I am, I am

Not gonna waste my life

'Cause I've been fucked up

'Cause it doesn't matter

Goodnight everybody

See you tomorrow

I think we might be alright, you know

Oh, fuck

 

Memories By YungBlud Ft. Willow

 I wish I could just let go

Of all the memories ya know
Of all the memories ya know
But they're still stuck in my brain

Every time I fall asleep, I know
I'll wake up alone, I'll wake up alone
Dreams of you, wrapped around my throw
I think I'm gonna choke, I think I'm gonna choke
Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' through the dark
Watch me run a little more
'Cause when I said forever, I meant forever, now

I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories ya know
Of all the memories ya know
But they're still stuck in my brain
I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories ya know
Of all the memories ya know
But they're still stuck in my brain

I never wanted to cry
I always thought I would make it right
But now I'm stuck inside this shame instead
"Pontificating hypocrite" is what you said
When my heart breaks just a little bit I wanna drop dead
I didn't wanna concede
Or call my fantasies make-believe
Holding tightly to the task at hand
When I really should be focusing to learn and understand
But I bury all the tragedy with sand
I'm runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' to my car
I can't fucking cry in front of her
When I said forever, I meant forever, now

I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories ya know
Of all the memories ya know
But they're still stuck in my brain
I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories ya know
Of all the memories ya know
But they're still stuck in my brain

I wish I could just let go
Of all the memories ya know
Of all the memories ya know
But they're still stuck in my brain

Smile Again by Blackbear

Where is the time going again?

I lost a home, I lost a friend

Love's an ocean, whether you sink or swim

I gave you my best, was it enough?

Maybe the past is holding me up

I keep the memories with me, replay what was

So long, baby

Did you know, you saved me?

Silver line faded

But you know, I'll keep waiting

'Cause when I think of us

I always seem to smile

'Cause I was happy for awhile

I was happy for awhile, yeah

And sometimes love will leave you

Even when it's right

But I was happy for awhile

And I don't know how I'll smile again

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

Yeah, yeah

Remember your face, like it was here

I'm getting used to all of the tears

And I'm getting used to forever without you here

And I don't know how I'll smile again

Ask if I am good, I gotta pretend

I'm holding on to three words, I should have said

So long, baby

Did you know, you saved me?

Silver line faded

But you know, I'll keep waiting

'Cause when I think of us

I always seem to smile

'Cause I was happy for awhile

I was happy for awhile, yeah

And sometimes love will leave you

Even when it's right

But, I was happy for awhile

And I don't know how I'll smile again

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

'Cause I was happy for awhile

And I don't know how I'll smile again

 

@ My Worse By BlackBear

Yeah

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me

Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally

I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me

I'm not ready, I'm not ready

Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made

It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name

I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe

The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had

Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back

You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse

The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?

Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?

Could you love me? Could you love me?

Could you love me at my worst?

Yeah

Don't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speak

This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies

I'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories

I'm not ready for you to forget me

I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made

It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name

I'm prayin' to a God, a God I don't believe

I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had

Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back

You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse

The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?

Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?

Could you love me? Could you love me?

Could you love me at my worst?

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had

Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back

You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse

The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?

Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?

Could you love me? Could you love me?

Could you love me at my worst?

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had

Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back

You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse

The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me