Monday, August 24, 2020

Concrete Angel By Martina Mcbride


She walks to school with the lunch
She packed
Nobody knows what she's
Holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress
She wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen
And lace
The teacher wonders but she
Doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain
Behind the mask
Bearing the burden
Of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was
Never born
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In her world that she can rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where
She's loved
Concrete angel
Somebody cries in the middle
Of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn
Out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands
Of fate
When morning comes
It'll be too late
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In her world that she can rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where
She's loved
Concrete angel
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In her world that she can rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where
She's loved
Concrete angel

One More Light by Linkin Park


Should've stayed, were there signs, I ignored?
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep
There are things that we can have, but can't keep
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
The reminders pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen, one more chair than you need oh
And you're angry, and you should be, it's not fair
Just 'cause you can't see it, doesn't mean it, isn't there
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Well I do

Heavy By Linkin Park


I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can't escape the gravity
I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?

She Couldn't by Linkin Park


I've seen her smiling
The sunlight shining on her now
She couldn't stay here
She knows you won't let her down
You know she couldn't stay here with you
You know she had to go
Even though she couldn't stay here with you
You know you're not alone.
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
I've seen her shining
The sunlight's crying for her now
She wouldn't stay here
She knows you won't let her down
You know she couldn't stay here with you
You know she had to go
Even though she couldn't stay here with you
You know you're not alone
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along.
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
She knew she had to go all along.
(Won't be long till everybody knows)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(You know she couldn't stay here with you)
She knew she had to go all along.
(You know she had to go)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(You know she couldn't stay here with you)
She knew she had to go all along.
(You know she had to go)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(You know she couldn't stay here with you)
She knew she had to go all along.
(You know she had to go)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(You know she couldn't stay here with you)
She knew she had to go all along.
(You know she had to go)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(You know she couldn't stay here with you)
She knew she had to go all along.
(You know she had to go)
No matter what you think you did wrong
(You know she couldn't stay here with you)
She knew she had to go all along.
(You know she had to go)

I Hate Everything About You 3 Days Grace Cover by Vitamin String Quartet


Grace by Lewis Capaldi


I'm not ready to be just another of your mistakes
I can't seem to drown you out long enough
I fell victim to the sound of your love
You're like a song that I ain't ready to stop
I got nothing but you on my mind
I'm not ready to be just another of your mistakes
Don't wanna let the pieces fall out of place
I was only just a breath removed from going to waste
'Til I found salvation in the form of your
Your grace
Your grace
Your grace
Don't take it away
Your grace
Your grace
Your grace
Don't take it away
On the verge of almost bleeding you out
Are we too wounded now to ever come down?
Oh, how I long for us to find common ground
I got nothing but you on my mind
I'm not ready to be just another of your mistakes
Don't wanna let the pieces fall out of place
I was only just a breath removed from going to waste
'Til I found salvation in the form of your
Your grace
Your grace
Your grace
Don't take it away
Your grace
Your grace
Your grace
Don't take it, take it
Way too close to colour your comfort
All dressed up but kept undercover
Way too close to colour your comfort
All dressed up but kept undercover
Your grace
Your grace
Your grace
Don't take it away
I'm not ready to be just another of your mistakes
Don't wanna let the pieces fall out of place
I was only just a breath removed from going to waste
'Til I found salvation in the form of your
Your grace (your grace)
Your grace (your grace)
Your grace (your grace)
Don't take it away
Your grace (your grace)
Your grace (your grace)
Your grace (your grace)
Don't take it away

Someone You Loved Lewis Capaldi


I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around
For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

Sunday, August 9, 2020

Cryptic Wisdom "Hope You're Happy"



All I wanted was a smile, all I wanted was a kiss
All I wanted was to know that I'm the one that you would miss
I'm the one living in bliss, cause my ignorance is shared
With the rest of you, but I don't really think that it was fair
For you to keep me like a puppet on a string
At your fingertips, dangling, with something new to sing
I wanna love her, but it's better if I don't
Take a listen to the letter that she wrote and it goes:

Hi, I know it's been a long time now
And part of you is itching
To talk to me just to find out
How I'm doing, who I'm seeing
Who I'm fucking, but it's none of your concern
Because seemingly you're something of a bug
But just to save a little face
Here's some generosity
From me to you so pick a place
In my life, but never in my heart
Cause I love it when you're broken
In the setting of the dark
Spit it out, and tell me why you wanna see me
I've been distant for a reason
Cause I'm trying to make it easier for you...
Yeah, I've been seeing someone new
That is better and more clever than you ever could assume
It's reality, so pick your battles cause you lost
It's a complex story with a chapter that'll cost you a lot
The plot has been thickening since the start
Let it go, walk alone, and quit picking this apart

See, all I wanted was a life with you
I never knew...
You were so cruel... I'm sorry
I hope you're happy with the choice you've made
I was afraid... to let you fade... I'm sorry

What up? I know you didn't wanna hear from me
But this is merely a reply from me to you
It's appearing to be worthless
Take a purpose and a keepsake
You can have your shit back
Forever we will breed hate
Fuck opinion, it's a matter of fact
So matter of fact, you'd better pick a happier path
Get off mine, and in due time you might see
That no one's ever gonna be loving you better, right?
It's ripe for the picking, I'm picking it apart
But you're swimming in a sea of emotion and I'm a shark
I'm finna bite back, you think you really know me
But it's colder on this level of loneliness
Don't console me with your patronage
I never needed you to pity me
So don't believe for a second that I'm in that vicinity
They say the remedy's to never hold a grudge
But I'm stuck in my position yo, and never will I budge

See, all I wanted was a life with you
I never knew...
You were so cruel... I'm sorry
I hope you're happy with the choice you've made
I was afraid... to let you fade... I'm sorry

Love me, hate me, fuck me, break me
Judge me, take me as I am faithfully
Have me, lose me, smack me, soothe me
I'll happily consume every last bit of cruelty
Love me, hate me, fuck me, break me
Judge me, take me as I am faithfully
Have me, lose me, smack me, soothe me
I'll happily consume every last bit of cruelty

See, all I wanted was a life with you
I never knew...
You were so cruel... I'm sorry
I hope you're happy with the choice you've made
I was afraid... to let you fade... I'm sorry

Naked by The Goo Goo Dolls




Yeah I'm fadin' And I call out No one hears me
Never been, never felt, never thought I'd say a word
Weighed down, Say it now
You're naked inside your fear
Can't take back all those years
Shots in the dark from empty guns
Never heard by anyone
Never heard by anyone
Yeah I'm hiding in the fallout
Now I'm wasted They don't need me, don't want me, don't hear a word I say
Weighed down, Say it now
You're naked inside your fear
Can't take back all those years
Shots in the dark from empty guns
Never heard by anyone
Never heard by anyone
Inside your head
No one's there
And I don't think I'll ever be
And I don't care
You're naked inside your fear
Can't take back all those years
Shots in the dark from empty guns
Never heard by anyone
Never heard by anyone
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: John Rzeznik

Slide by The Goo Goo Dolls





Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'd give you anythin'
To feel it comin'
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are?
You live with all your faults
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Yeah, I'm gonna let it slide
Don't you love the life you killed?
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you
Don't supposed I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
It's somethin' I can't change
I'll live around it
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Ooh, slide
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh, May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married Or run away?
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh, May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married
Or run away?
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
(Yeah, slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(yeah slide)
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
(Yeah slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(Oh, oh slide)
Yeah, slide between the sheets of all them beds you never knew
(Yeah slide)
Why don't you slide into my room
Just slide into my room
Oh, we'll run away, run away, run away
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: John Rzeznik
Slide lyrics © BMG Rights Management

We Are The Normal by The Goo Goo Dolls




It's a beautiful day, I heard everybody say
The sun shines down for all of us
Just the same, you know I like the rain
That ain't so obvious
It's a beautiful sight, I guess everybody's right
This day belongs to all of us
Even still, I like mine with a chill
That ain't so obvious
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why
It's a beautiful life, and I've got it in my sights
And that ain't for all of us
It's a beautiful sound
When my life comes crashin' down
That ain't so obvious
It's a beautiful sin, and I'm doin' it again
And that ain't for all of us
It's a beautiful life, and I've got it in my sights
Ain't that so obvious?
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why
We are the normal
We live and we die
With no reason why
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: George Tutuska / John Rzeznik / Paul Westerberg / Robby Takac
We Are the Normal lyrics © BMG Rights Management

I'm Not A Vampire by Falling In Reverse





Well I'm not a vampire
But I feel like one
Sometimes I sleep all day
Because I hate the sunlight
My hands are always shaking
Body's always aching
And the dark is when I feed
Well I can lure any woman that I want to in my bed
With me
And whiskey seems to be my holy water
Mothers better lock your doors
And hide your daughters
I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope
Well I'm not a zombie
But I feel like one today
Self induced comatose, chemical daze
My head is always spinning
From this dizzy, blurry vision
And my stomach has had enough
I feel like a lady
That is pregnant with a baby
'Cause I'm always throwing up
Hi, My name is Ronnie
I'm an addict
(Hi, Ronnie!)
Daddy should've never raised me on Black Sabbath!
I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope
God bless all of you now
'Cause I'm going straight to Hell
And I'm taking you down with me
'Cause you know damn well
I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?
I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope
All hope
All hope
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Michael Baskette / David Edgecombe Holdredge / Ronnie Radke
I'm Not a Vampire lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Mothership Music Publishing

Losing My Life by Falling In Reverse





Do I know you?
Yes, you do
This seems so familiar
You're in a dream
Who are you?
I am your reflection, you've been asleep for a very long time
I lay awake every night, looking back on my life
Will apologies to the people I love for the things I've done really make it right?
I guess it might, just then I realized
My past is the reason I'm here right now
As a matter of fact, I won't apologize
You bitches always pissed 'cause I am constantly changing
Think of how far that I've made it from my incarceration
It's amazing, ain't it? But I'm in the zone
I'm a rolling stone, I'm coming home, but I'm not alone
Do I really gotta let another motherfucker know?
No, I won't surrender, surrender
No, I won't let you bring me down
So, where the hell do I go from here?
Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone feels so insincere?
Like everyone's out to get me
Who will save my life?
How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?
Please, don't mind me
I just kill myself sometimes
Uh, daddy?
Yes, honey?
Why did you go to jail?
Uh
I'm a lot smarter than you think, everything I did was planned
To get you to listen, to get your attention
You post an opinion and it gets me bigger
Are you triggered? Hah, figures
Here's the kicker, with every trigger
I'm getting richer from offended, bitter, little Twitt*r bitches all up in my mentions
Looking for attention 'cause they're starved of it
You wanna call me king of the music scene?
I got news for you, I'm the god of it
Like the second coming
I respawn like I have a reset button, hated more than Trump is
Ronnie Radke's back to rapping, acting ratchet
Release the Kraken, delete your asses
I'm not the rapture
I'm the motherfucking morning after
No, I won't surrender, surrender
No, I won't let you bring me down
So, where the hell do I go from here?
Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone feels so insincere?
Like everyone's out to get me
Who will save my life?
How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?
Please, don't mind me
I just kill myself sometimes
I need a miracle!
I'm falling way too fast, I'm sinking in too deep!
I need an angel now, that's watching over me!
If I could just wake up, if I could make you see!
I'm all alone, all alone with your sickness in me!
Dad, dad, dad, wake up
Ah, oh, fuck, what the-?
You were having a bad dream
Where am I? Turn the fucking music off, who the fuck are you?
I'm your daughter
Oh, no, no, you're too old to be my daughter, what year is it?
It's 2033, dad
Oh, no, no, no, it's not, no, no, no, no
You've been asleep for a very long time
So, where the fuck do I go from here?
Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone feels so insincere?
Like everyone's out to get me
Who will save my life?
How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?
Please, don't mind me 'cause I'm really trying
I just kill myself sometimes
I'm falling way too fast, I'm sinking in too deep!
I need an angel now, that's watching over me!
If I could just wake up, if I could make you see!
I'm all alone, all alone with your sickness in me!
Who will save my life?
How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?
Please, don't mind me
I just kill myself sometimes
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Ronnie Radke / Tyler Smyth / Cody Stewart
Losing My Life lyrics © Ronnie Radke Music

Chemical Prisoner by Falling In Reverse





I walk a fine line between coping and insanity
The white pills right now would be the wrong time
I have a hard time between flying and sobriety
The wrong thrill, strong will to keep myself alive
Watch this rip apart my family
Fuck that, I'd rather die with honor
But when the tide is running through me, I can feel no pain
It's not worth the price I pay
It's so hard to be together
And I try, and I try
But it won't get better
Forever
Days go, days go by
I won't die, I won't die cause
I must, I must try
Forever
I missed a phone call from a friend I knew the other day
It's strange, it changed my life forever
A couple days go by, I found out that he passed away
The right drug, the wrong time, he'll be remembered
There's two wolves battling us all right now
One's good, the other one's evil
If you're wondering which wolf inside will succeed
Simple, it's the one that you feed
It's so hard to be together
And I try, and I try
But it won't get better
Forever
Days go, days go by
I won't die, I won't die cause
I must, I must try
Forever
It's so hard to be together
And it won't get better
Days go, days go by
But I must, I must try
Forever
It's so hard to be together
And I try, and I try
But it won't get better
Forever
Days go, days go by
I won't die, I won't die cause
I must, I must try
Forever
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Ronnie Radke / Michael Elvis Baskette / Charles Massabo
Chemical Prisoner lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Mothership Music Publishing

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Drugs by Falling In Reverse





'Cause everybody's on drugs
Kill yourself is what they said to me
I'm already dead, just differently
They say God is real, I disagree
'Cause if that were true, then we'd all be free, all be free, yeah, yeah
Running from something that's killing me, dealing with such an uncomfortable feeling
Beginning to feel the hostility from my ability of slowly becoming the villain
I just wanna thank all my fans especially, without you is the death of me
I don't consider myself a celebrity, but I'll be doing this shit till I'm 70
This is my destiny, this is the best of me, it's an incredible feeling to grow
Letting it go, I'm letting you know, we're killing ourselves on the low
Everybody wants some, everybody gets none from me
'Cause everybody's on drugs
It's hard to believe, the American dream is a killing machine
We're all falling in love with a new disease
If it's killing you, then it's murdering me
It's all getting so unbelievable
We're having so much fun, staring down a loaded gun
And you don't see that it's killing you
'Cause everybody's on drugs
Save yourself is what I'm telling you
'Cause nobody else really has a clue
Into your veins, vein, like heroin
Accept the pain, pain just to feel again, feel again
Everybody wants some, everybody gets none from me
'Cause everybody's on drugs
It's hard to believe, the American dream is a killing machine
We're all falling in love with a new disease
If it's killing you, then it's murdering me
It's all getting so unbelievable
We're having so much fun, staring down a loaded gun
And you don't see that it's killing you
Everybody is dead from the neck up
Trying to keep their heads up, searching for a way out
This is a dying nation, so complacent
Spirits need awakened, what are we waiting for? Fuck
Die
Just die, motherfucker, die, motherfucker, die
'Cause everybody's on drugs
The American dream is a killing machine
Everybody's on drugs
If it's killing you
It's so fucking unbelievable
We're having so much fun, staring down a loaded gun
And you don't see that it's killing you
'Cause everybody's on drugs
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Ronnie Radke / Charles Massabo / James Cody Quistad
Drugs lyrics © Ronnie Radke Music, Kallaghan Music