I Dont Want Another Sorry by Dax Featuring Trippy Red

 After they hurt you the first time, leave

(Ay, this a Trademark production)

'Cause if they'll do it once

They'll do it again (Stillsanexile)

Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)

Look at all the pain that you caused me

Fuck it, I don't want another sorry, uh

S-sorry

I never thought this shit would end, end

And I don't want another sorry

Sorry, you're not sorry

I never thought this shit would end

End (yo, uh)

Two wrongs don't make a right

I turned left

Now you mad I don't pick up

I don't return texts

Like I'm supposed to, let it slide, what, and just forget

That you destroyed everything we had, what

Just for sex, fuck that

I'm angry, I'm depressed and I'm mad

Reminiscing over days, living life in the past (why?)

How'd you do that shit? Was I really that bad? (Crazy)

I even let you stay, huh

I even let you meet my dad

I don't know where we go

But I know that you're not for me, you're not for me

Ay yo, ay yo

Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)

Look at all the pain that you caused me

Fuck it, I don't want another sorry, uh

S-sorry

I never thought this shit would end, end

And I don't want another sorry

Sorry, you're not sorry

I never thought this shit would end

End (yeah)

I'm sorry, it was a mistake

Every fucking day another heartbreak

I can't take this pain, how much my heart aches

There won't be nothing left

Said you not sorry, not sorry either

Told you I would love you to the moon and to the ether

She think that I'm stupid and I peeped her

Told her I'll move on by myself, I need to leave her, yeah (yeah)

Never thought you'd leave, never thought it would end (yeah, uh)

Look at all the pain that you caused me (yeah)

Fuck it, I don't want another sorry, uh

S-sorry

I never thought this shit would end, end

And I don't want another sorry

Sorry, you're not sorry

I never thought this shit would end

End

Dear God by Dax

 Just want to make this clear

I am a believer

But sometimes, it gets hard

My name is Dax

Dear God

Dear God, there's a lot of questions that I have about the past

And I don't want hear it from a human you made

So, you're the last Person that I'm ever gonna ask

Tell me what's real, tell me what's fake

Why is everything about you a debate? (Why?)

What's the point of love?

Everytime I've showed it, I was broken and it's forced me just to only wanna hate

Why's there only one you, but multiple religions?

(Why?) Why does every conversation end in a division?

(Why?) Why does everybody want to tell us how to live, but they won't listen to the same damn message that they giving?

Tell me how to feel, tell me what's wrong

I tried to call, pick up the phone, I'm on my own (pick up!)

Everybody said, you're coming back, then man, why the hell's it taking so long?

Why do I hurt? Why is there pain? (Why?)

Why does everything good always have to change?

(Why?) Why does everybody try to profit off another man's work, then destroyin' it just for monetary gain?

Tell me, are you black, are you white?

I don't even really care, I just really want to know what's right

They've been saying one thing, but I've been looking in the book

And it seems like they've been lying for my whole damn life

Tell me where I'm going - is it heaven or hell?

I just hope this message greets you well

Had a dream that I was walking with the devil

Don't remember how it feels, but I swear that I remember the smell

Looked me right into my eyes and told me, "Everything I wanted could be mine, if I gave up and decided to sell"

But I said I'd rather die than give mine and now, I'm here

Now I fear one man with a story to tell

Dear God, where were you when I needed it

When I fucked up and repeated it?

When they set the bar and I exceeded it? (Where were you?)

My life is like a book that they've been judging by a cover, but have never took the time to fucking read the shit

I remember telling you my goals and my dreams, but you didn't even answer, so, I guess you didn't believe in it

I remember sitting with a gun to my head trying to ask you for some help, but I guess you didn't believe in it

I don't want religion, I need that spirituality

I don't want a church, I need people to call a family

I don't wanna tell my sins to another sinner just because he's got a robe and he went to some academy

I don't wanna read it in a book, I wanna hear it from you

Don't wanna learn it in my school because they're hiding the truth

Don't wanna talk about it to another fucking human being, and that's only reason that I even stepped in this booth

Dear God, how do I take this darkness and turn it into light?

How do believe in a concept, where I speak to a man I've never seen with my own two eyes?

(How?) How do I know that religion wasn't made just to separate the world, and create a whole disguise

Just to keep us in these chains, while the rich get richer and the poor pray to you, and perpetuate a lie?

How do I know this ain't some big joke?

(How?) How can I have faith when there is no hope?

(How?) How the hell does one man have 100 billion dollars and we still have people on the street that are broke?

There's a lot of things, I wanna talk about, and get off my chest

I can't sleep 'cause the devil won't let me rest

I used to know a fucking pastor in a church, and I can still hear the screams of the kids, he would fucking molest

Dear God! Do you hear me?

(Do you hear me?) I'm supposed to fear you, but you ain't said shit

So, maybe it's you who actually fears me?

I don't know the answer, I just want to see it clearly

So many lies, there's a thousand different theories

All I want to know is, who really made religion 'cause I know it wasn't you but though nobody believes me

No more lies, no more death

Bring back King, bring back X

Please dear God, let their souls rest, protect who's left and watch their steps

Dear God (dear God, dear God)

I don't want to have to ask you again

I just hope that you know, that I'm still a believer, so, I'll end this all by saying Amen

It's Dax

Depression By Dax

 I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothing I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days

Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times

Wish I could get those back

I keep on running these races that go in my mind

Then they go on these tracks

I'm not ready to erase all my memories, mm

I fight depression and I let it get the best of me

Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go

Look around, it's liquor bottles all on the floor

Filling up the space inside my heart and my home

Drowning out these thoughts until they leave me alone

I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothing I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days

These thoughts are draining all my energy

I try to tell 'em to God, they said I'm going insane

And then they recommended therapy

And to go and talk to a man who's getting paid to explain

He started saying that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain

Ain't connecting to accomplishments associated with moving on

In life and past the things that my heart cannot contain

So the happiness won't sustain

Then he read me my options

He said "Here goes a pill, only take two with a meal"

And it'll numb how I feel

I can't find myself (I can't find myself)

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help (I think I might need help)

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)

And there's nothing I can change

So when I'm by myself (when I'm by myself)

I just pray for brighter days

Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?

I got all of my flaws living inside of this boat

I've been anchored in pain, the weight is making me choke

It's getting harder to breathe, it's pulling right at my throat

I've been hoping for change, but don't know how to restart

They say you ain't a man when you exposing your heart

Then they say you're insane until it tears you apart

And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars

We can only see change when we accept who we are

Try to run from the shame and you will never get far

Don't you bottle the pain or live your life in the dark

You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star

Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression

Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards

With our God, you can beat all the odds

Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say

I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help (I think I might need help)

But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothing I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days