I'm Not A Vampire by Falling In Reverse

Well I'm not a vampire
But I feel like one
Sometimes I sleep all day
Because I hate the sunlight
My hands are always shaking
Body's always aching
And the dark is when I feed

Well I can lure any woman that I want to in my bed
With me
And whiskey seems to be my holy water
Mothers better lock your doors
And hide your daughters

I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope

Well I'm not a zombie
But I feel like one today
Self induced comatose, chemical daze

My head is always spinning
From this dizzy, blurry vision
And my stomach has had enough
I feel like a lady
That is pregnant with a baby
'Cause I'm always throwing up

Hi, My name is Ronnie
I'm an addict
(Hi, Ronnie!)
Daddy should've never raised me on Black Sabbath!

I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope

God bless all of you now
'Cause I'm going straight to Hell
And I'm taking you down with me
'Cause you know damn well

I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?

I'm insane
Well, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins
When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake
Where is my self control?
If home is where my heart is
Then my heart has lost all hope
All hope
All hope

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Michael Baskette / David Edgecombe Holdredge / Ronnie Radke

I'm Not a Vampire lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Mothership Music Publishing

Losing My Life by Falling In Reverse

Do I know you?
Yes, you do
This seems so familiar
You're in a dream
Who are you?
I am your reflection, you've been asleep for a very long time

I lay awake every night, looking back on my life
Will apologies to the people I love for the things I've done really make it right?
I guess it might, just then I realized
My past is the reason I'm here right now
As a matter of fact, I won't apologize
You bitches always pissed 'cause I am constantly changing
Think of how far that I've made it from my incarceration
It's amazing, ain't it? But I'm in the zone
I'm a rolling stone, I'm coming home, but I'm not alone
Do I really gotta let another motherfucker know?

No, I won't surrender, surrender
No, I won't let you bring me down

So, where the hell do I go from here?
Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone feels so insincere?
Like everyone's out to get me
Who will save my life?
How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?
Please, don't mind me
I just kill myself sometimes

Uh, daddy?
Yes, honey?
Why did you go to jail?
Uh

I'm a lot smarter than you think, everything I did was planned
To get you to listen, to get your attention
You post an opinion and it gets me bigger
Are you triggered? Hah, figures
Here's the kicker, with every trigger
I'm getting richer from offended, bitter, little Twitt*r bitches all up in my mentions
Looking for attention 'cause they're starved of it
You wanna call me king of the music scene?
I got news for you, I'm the god of it
Like the second coming
I respawn like I have a reset button, hated more than Trump is
Ronnie Radke's back to rapping, acting ratchet
Release the Kraken, delete your asses
I'm not the rapture
I'm the motherfucking morning after

No, I won't surrender, surrender
No, I won't let you bring me down

So, where the hell do I go from here?
Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone feels so insincere?
Like everyone's out to get me
Who will save my life?
How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?
Please, don't mind me
I just kill myself sometimes

I need a miracle!
I'm falling way too fast, I'm sinking in too deep!
I need an angel now, that's watching over me!
If I could just wake up, if I could make you see!
I'm all alone, all alone with your sickness in me!

Dad, dad, dad, wake up
Ah, oh, fuck, what the-?
You were having a bad dream
Where am I? Turn the fucking music off, who the fuck are you?
I'm your daughter
Oh, no, no, you're too old to be my daughter, what year is it?
It's 2033, dad
Oh, no, no, no, it's not, no, no, no, no
You've been asleep for a very long time

So, where the fuck do I go from here?
Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone feels so insincere?
Like everyone's out to get me
Who will save my life?
How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?
Please, don't mind me 'cause I'm really trying
I just kill myself sometimes

I'm falling way too fast, I'm sinking in too deep!
I need an angel now, that's watching over me!
If I could just wake up, if I could make you see!
I'm all alone, all alone with your sickness in me!

Who will save my life?
How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?
Please, don't mind me
I just kill myself sometimes

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Ronnie Radke / Tyler Smyth / Cody Stewart

Losing My Life lyrics © Ronnie Radke Music

Chemical Prisoner by Falling In Reverse

I walk a fine line between coping and insanity
The white pills right now would be the wrong time
I have a hard time between flying and sobriety
The wrong thrill, strong will to keep myself alive
Watch this rip apart my family
Fuck that, I'd rather die with honor
But when the tide is running through me, I can feel no pain
It's not worth the price I pay

It's so hard to be together
And I try, and I try
But it won't get better
Forever
Days go, days go by
I won't die, I won't die cause
I must, I must try
Forever

I missed a phone call from a friend I knew the other day
It's strange, it changed my life forever
A couple days go by, I found out that he passed away
The right drug, the wrong time, he'll be remembered
There's two wolves battling us all right now
One's good, the other one's evil
If you're wondering which wolf inside will succeed
Simple, it's the one that you feed

It's so hard to be together
And I try, and I try
But it won't get better
Forever
Days go, days go by
I won't die, I won't die cause
I must, I must try
Forever

It's so hard to be together
And it won't get better
Days go, days go by
But I must, I must try
Forever

It's so hard to be together
And I try, and I try
But it won't get better
Forever
Days go, days go by
I won't die, I won't die cause
I must, I must try
Forever

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Ronnie Radke / Michael Elvis Baskette / Charles Massabo

Chemical Prisoner lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Mothership Music Publishing

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Drugs by Falling In Reverse

'Cause everybody's on drugs

Kill yourself is what they said to me
I'm already dead, just differently
They say God is real, I disagree
'Cause if that were true, then we'd all be free, all be free, yeah, yeah

Running from something that's killing me, dealing with such an uncomfortable feeling
Beginning to feel the hostility from my ability of slowly becoming the villain
I just wanna thank all my fans especially, without you is the death of me
I don't consider myself a celebrity, but I'll be doing this shit till I'm 70
This is my destiny, this is the best of me, it's an incredible feeling to grow
Letting it go, I'm letting you know, we're killing ourselves on the low

Everybody wants some, everybody gets none from me

'Cause everybody's on drugs
It's hard to believe, the American dream is a killing machine
We're all falling in love with a new disease
If it's killing you, then it's murdering me
It's all getting so unbelievable
We're having so much fun, staring down a loaded gun
And you don't see that it's killing you
'Cause everybody's on drugs

Save yourself is what I'm telling you
'Cause nobody else really has a clue
Into your veins, vein, like heroin
Accept the pain, pain just to feel again, feel again

Everybody wants some, everybody gets none from me

'Cause everybody's on drugs
It's hard to believe, the American dream is a killing machine
We're all falling in love with a new disease
If it's killing you, then it's murdering me
It's all getting so unbelievable
We're having so much fun, staring down a loaded gun
And you don't see that it's killing you

Everybody is dead from the neck up
Trying to keep their heads up, searching for a way out
This is a dying nation, so complacent
Spirits need awakened, what are we waiting for? Fuck
Die
Just die, motherfucker, die, motherfucker, die

'Cause everybody's on drugs
The American dream is a killing machine
Everybody's on drugs
If it's killing you
It's so fucking unbelievable
We're having so much fun, staring down a loaded gun
And you don't see that it's killing you
'Cause everybody's on drugs

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Ronnie Radke / Charles Massabo / James Cody Quistad

Drugs lyrics © Ronnie Radke Music, Kallaghan Music

Popular Monster by Falling In Reverse

[Intro]
Yeah
[Verse 1]
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster
[Verse 2]
I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Motherfucker, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
[Breakdown]
Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
We're sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don't believe
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your god now?
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster
[Outro]
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster.

This song literally brought me to tears of joy when I actually sat down and listened to it for the first time.  Everything I had been feeling was right there in the words of Ronnie Radke.  I can honestly say this song changed me.  Ronnie Radke you are an amazing artist and an amazing writer.  You words hit home with so many people right to the core of our beings.  This is by far one of the best songs I have heard in a long time.