All the music that I love and have loved over the past 37 years of my life...
I'm in the dark, I'd like to read his mind
But I'm frightened of the things I might find
Oh, there must be something he's thinking of
To tear him away-a-ay
When I tell him that I'm falling in love
Why does he say-a-ay
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Uh-ah
I try so hard not to get upset
Because I know all the trouble I'll get
Oh, he tells me tears are something to hide
And something to fear-eh-eh
And I try so hard to keep it inside
So no one can hear
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Uh-ah
Oh!
He wants me, but only part of the time
He wants me, if he can keep me in line
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush hush, shut up now, voices carry
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush hush, darling, she might overhear
Hush, hush - voices carry
He said shut up - he said shut up
Oh God can't you keep it down
Voices carry
Hush hush, voices carry
I wish he would let me talk
Feel the fire where she walks
Lola Montez so beautiful
Shady and a tempered dame
Blinding your eyes with her spider dance
Her performance utterly erotic subversive to all ideas
And for public morality
And cool as she was, she didn't care
See the miner throw his gold
Lifting her skirt howling loud like a wolf
Hell raising and full of sin
When Lola was dancing and showing her skin
Wherever she walks
She will be captivating all the men
Don't look in her eyes
You might fall and find the love of your life, heavenly
But she'll catch you in her web
The love of your life, yeah
Feel the fire where she walks
Lola Montez so beautiful
Shady and a tempered dame
Blinding your eyes with her spider dance
Well notorious I have been
But never for fame that's what she said
Dear Henry taste my whip
Never to see any words you print
Wherever she walks
She will be captivating all the men
Don't look in her eyes
You might fall and find the love of your life, heavenly
But she'll catch you in her web
The love of your life, yeah
Oh Lola I'm sure that the love would have been
The key to all your pain, the key to all your pain
No words will later come
Did the spider bite your tongue
We will surely not forget
We will surely not forget
The Lola spider dance
Whoa
Don't look on her eyes
You might fall and find the love of your life, heavenly
But she'll catch you in her web
The love of your life, yeah
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I want to cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I want to cry
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I want to cry
Yeah, yeah
I don't remember much about last night
Woke up on a couch sunrise
Saw the living room
Through these bloodshot eyes of mine
Cold sober
You didn't like that I come home late
4 a.m. but it's a Friday, babe
And I've been working hard
Can't you give me some space
'Stead of shouting out, "Oh my God"
Whoa, oh yeah
Whoa, oh yeah
I go out with some new friends
But it just makes me miss you more
More
I spend all my money drinking on my own, yeah
In this bar, just sat here staring at my phone
And I keep second-guessing where did I go wrong?
I know I'm proud
But I've had one too many
Come take me home
So now I'm the one that's crying
I didn't wanna call 'cause I didn't wanna fight
I swear that I was trying, yeah
But everybody falls when their head's a little high
And I've never meant to get so out my mind
With you playing cool, just pretending it's fine
Oh, we've been 'round, 'round, 'round this
Too many times before
Whoa, oh yeah
Whoa, oh yeah
I go out with some new friends
But it just makes me miss you more
More
I spend all my money drinking on my own, yeah
In this bar, just sat here staring at my phone
And I keep second-guessing where did I go wrong?
I know I'm proud
But I've had one too many
Come take me home
I don't know how lucky
How lucky I am, I am, I am, no
I guess sometimes I should give more of a damn
A damn, a damn about you
I don't know how lucky
How lucky I am, I am, I am, no
I know we're both stubborn
Push each other's buttons
I'd rather do it with you, but
I spend all my money drinking on my own, yeah
In this bar, just sat here staring at my phone
I spend all my money drinking on my own, yeah
In this bar, just sat here staring at my phone, yeah
And I keep second-guessing where did I go wrong?
I know I'm proud
But I've had one too many
Come take me home
Come take me home
Yeah, I've had one too many
Al-Anon Family Groups
(520) 323-2229 | website
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Alcoholics Anonymous
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840 S. Campbell Avenue.
Fellowship of men and women who maintain sobriety through sharing experience, strength, and hope.
CO-ANON
(480) 442-3869 | website
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Co-Dependents Anonymous
Fellowship of men and women who maintain sobriety from cocaine.
Co-Dependents Anonymous (CODA)
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Debtors Anonymous
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12-step program for people who have debt and cannot stop spending.
Depression and Bi-Polar Support Alliance
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Offers education and support groups to people with depression and bi-polar disorder.
Gamblers Anonymous
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Self help group for compulsive gamblers.
Narcotics Anonymous
881-8381 | website
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Nicotine Anonymous
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Overeaters Anonymous
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Sex Addicts Anonymous
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12-step recovery program providing support for people with compulsive sexual behaviors.
Survivors of Incest Anonymous
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12-step program for non-offending adult survivors of childhood sexual abuse.
Survivors of Suicide
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Support group for family and friends of people who have committed suicide.
Depression and Bi-Polar Support Alliance
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Offers education and support groups to people with depression and bi-polar disorder.
Mental Health Association of Arizona (MHAAZ)
480-982-5305 | websiteOpens in a new window
Provides information and advocacy concerning mental health resources.
National Alliance on Mental Illness of Southern Arizona (NAMI)
(520) 622-5582 | websiteOpens in a new window
Offers support groups for people diagnosed with mental illness and their families.
American Diabetes Association
(520) 795-3711 | websiteOpens in a new window
333 W. Ft. Lowell Rd., Suite 23
Provides educational resources on diabetes.
American Cancer Society
(800) 227-2345 | websiteOpens in a new window
333 W. Ft. Lowell Rd., Suite 23
Provides educational resources on cancer.
Arizona Poison & Drug Information Center
(520) 626-6016
Information and education on medications and preventing poisoning accidents.
Catholic Community Services
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DIRECT Center for Independence
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Offers information, referral and support services for individuals with disabilities.
Information & Referral Helpline
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Information on community resources.
Literacy Volunteers of Tucson
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Tutors people to improve reading and writing skills.
Sex Trafficking Help
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Offers a variety of volunteer opportunities.
Summer Sun Respite
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Volunteer Southern Arizona
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Offers a variety of volunteer opportunities.
A Place to Talk
(520) 375-9039 | Email: aplacetotalkservices@hotmail.com
Counseling services for individuals who identify in the LGBTQ communities.
El Rio Health - Transgender Medicine
(520) 670-3909 | websiteOpens in a new window
Healthcare for pediatric and adult transgender and gender non-conforming communities. Care includes gender-confirming hormone therapy and referral to specialists.
Lighthouse Project AZ
(520) 909-0754 | Email: lighthouseproject.tucson@gmail.com
LGBTQI collaboration between the University of Arizona Southwest Institute for Research on Women, SAAF and Our Family Services to support unstably housed LGBTQ young adults.
Petersen HIV Clinic (Banner UMC)
(520) 626-8598 | websiteOpens in a new window
Provides specialty care, advocacy, counseling, early intervention, education, referrals, and prevention services related to HIV.
PFLAG Tucson - Parents, Friends, Families and Allies, United with LGBTQ People to Move Equality Forward
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Promotes the health and well-being of LGBTQ persons and their families and friends through support, education and advocacy.
Pride Guide - Tucson
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A resource list of services targeted to the LGBTQIA+ communities throughout Arizona.
Primavera
(520) 623-5111 | websiteOpens in a new window
LGBT-friendly shelter service.
Rainbow Churches
Sister Jose Women's Center
(520) 909-3905 | websiteOpens in a new window
Trans-women friendly shelter.
Southern Arizona AIDS Foundation (SAAF)
Crisis Line: (800) 553-9387 | Office Line: (520) 628-7223 | websiteOpens in a new window
HIV, AIDS and Hep C testing; resources and support for individuals living with HIV/AIDS; prevention and support for survivors of violence against LGBTQIA+ individuals; support groups; youth drop in center and more!
Southern Arizona Gender Alliance (SAGA)
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Support, advocacy and information for transgender and gender nonconforming individuals.
Southern Arizona Senior Pride
(520) 312-8923 | websiteOpens in a new window
LGBTQIA social meetings and support for 55+
Trans Lifeline
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Crisis hotline specific for transgender individuals.
Tucson Interfaith HIV/AIDS Network (TIHAN)
(520) 299-6647 | websiteOpens in a new window
Brings together religious, secular, corporate and non-profit organizations to support people living with HIV as well as to raise awareness and build knowledge and understanding around HIV/AIDS.
Arizona Center for Disability Law
(520) 327-9547 | website
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Arizona Health Care Cost Containment System (AHCCCS)
(520) 205-8600 | website
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City of Tucson Parks and Recreation
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Conducts recreational classes and special events throughout the city.
Pima County Public Library Information Line
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Phone services which give short answers to reference questions.
Social Security Administration
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Oversees the Social Security System.
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