And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life And sooner or later it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's meant to be broken I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
I woke up cryin' late at night when I was very young I had dreamed my father had passed away and gone My world revolved around him, I couldn't lie there anymore So I made my way down the mirrored hall And tapped upon his door And I said, "Daddy, I'm so afraid How will I go on, with you gone that way? Don't wanna cry anymore so may I stay with you?" And he said, "That's my job, that's what I do Everything I do is because of you To keep you safe with me, that's my job, you see" Later we barely got along, this teenage boy and he Most of the fights it seems were over different dreams We each held for me He wanted knowledge and learning, I wanted to fly out west I said, "I could make it out there if I just had the fare I got half, will you loan me the rest?" And I said, "Daddy, I'm so afraid There's no guarantee in the plans I've made And if I should fail, who will pay my way back home?" And he said, "That's my job, that's what I do Everything I do is because of you To keep you safe with me, that's my job, you see" Every person carves his spot and fills the hole with life And I pray someday I might light as bright as he Woke up early one bright fall day to spread the tragic news After all my travel, I settled down within a mile or two I make my livin' with words and rhymes and all this tragedy Should go into my head and out instead as bits of poetry But I say, "Daddy I'm so afraid How will I go on with you gone this way? How can I come up with a song to say, I love you?" "That's my job, that's what I do Everything I do is because of you To keep you safe with me, that's my job, you see" "Everything I do is because of you To seep you safe with me"
She married when she was twenty She thought she was ready Now she's not so sure She thought she'd done some living But now she's just wonderin' What she's living for Now she's feeling that there's something more
Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home She's done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin Is there life out there
She's always lived for tomorrow She's never learned how To live for today She's dyin' to try something foolish Do something crazy Or just get away Something for herself for a change
Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home She's done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin Is there life out there
There's a place in the sun that she's never been Where life is fair and time is a friend Would she do it the same as she did back then She looks out the window and wonders again
Is there life out there So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home She's done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin
Is there life out there
Is there life out there
So much she hasn't done Is there life beyond Her family and her home She's done what she should Should she do what she dares She doesn't want to leave She's just wonderin
[Verse 1] I remember it all very well looking back It was the summer I turned eighteen We lived in a one room, rundown shack On the outskirts of New Orleans We didn't have money for food or rent To say the least we were hard pressed Then mama spent every last penny we had To buy me a dancing dress Mama washed and combed and curled my hair And she painted my eyes and lips Then I stepped into A satin dancing dress that had a split on the side clean up To my hip It was red velvet trim and it fit me good Standing back from the looking glass There stood a woman where a half grown kid Had stood
[Chorus 1] She said here's your one chance Fancy Don't let me down She said here's your one chance Fancy Don't let me down
[Verse 2] Mama dabbed a little bit of perfume on my neck And then she kissed my cheek And Then I saw the tears welling up in her troubled eyes As she started to speak She looked at a pitiful shack And then she looked at me and took a ragged breath She said your Pa's run off and I'm real sick And the baby's going to starve to death She handed me a heart shaped locket that said "To thine own self be true" And I shivered as I watched a roach crawl across the toe of my high heeled shoe It sounded like somebody else that was talking Asking mama what do I do She said be nice to the gentlemen, Fancy And they'll be nice to you
[Chorus 1] She said here's your one chance Fancy Don't let me down She said here's your one chance Fancy Don't let me down
[Chorus 2] Lord, forgive me for what I do But if you want out Well, it's up to you Now don't let me down now, your mama's gonna Move you uptown
[Verse 3] Well, that was the last time I saw my Ma The night I left that rickety shack The welfare people came and took the baby Mama died and I haven't been back But the wheels of fate had started to turn And for me there was no way out And it wasn't very long until I knew exactly What my Mama had been talking about I knew what I had to do but I made myself this Solemn vow that I was going to be a lady someday Though I didn't know when or how But I couldn't see spending the rest of my life With my head hung down in shame, you know You know I might have been born just plain white trash But Fancy was my name
[Chorus 1] She said here's your one chance Fancy Don't let me down She said here's your one chance Fancy Don't let me down
[Verse 4] It wasn't long after that benevolent man Took me in off the streets And one week later I was pouring his tea In a five room hotel suite (yes she was) I charmed a king, congressman And an occasional aristocrat Then I got me a Georgia mansion And an elegant New York townhouse flat And I ain't done bad
Now in this world there's a lot of self-righteous hypocrites That would call me bad (bad) And criticize Mama for turning me out No matter how little we had But though I haven't had to worry about nothing For now or fifteen years Well, I can still hear the desperation in my poor Mama's voice ringing in my ear
[Chorus 1] She said here's your one chance Fancy Don't let me down She said here's your one chance Fancy Don't let me down
[Chorus 2] Lord, forgive me for what I do But if you want out Well, it's up to you Now don't let me down now, your mama's gonna Move you uptown
Al-Anon Family Groups (520) 323-2229 | website Opens in a new windowSelf support for the family and friends of alcoholics and adult children of alcoholics.
Alcoholics Anonymous (520) 624-4183 | websiteOpens in a new window 840 S. Campbell Avenue. Fellowship of men and women who maintain sobriety through sharing experience, strength, and hope.
CO-ANON (480) 442-3869 | website Opens in a new windowA fellowship for family and friends of someone who is chemically dependent on cocaine.
Cocaine Anonymous - AZ (520) 326-2211 | websiteOpens in a new window Co-Dependents Anonymous Fellowship of men and women who maintain sobriety from cocaine.
Co-Dependents Anonymous (CODA) (888) 444-2359 | website Opens in a new window12-step self-help group for people who are working on healthy relationships.
Debtors Anonymous 1-800-421-2383 | websiteOpens in a new window 12-step program for people who have debt and cannot stop spending.
Depression and Bi-Polar Support Alliance (800) 826-3632 | websiteOpens in a new window Offers education and support groups to people with depression and bi-polar disorder.
Narcotics Anonymous 881-8381 | website Opens in a new window12-step program where people manage their addiction to narcotics.
Nicotine Anonymous (469) 737-9304 | website Opens in a new window12-step support group for people wishing to stop using nicotine.
Overeaters Anonymous (505) 891-2664| websiteOpens in a new window A 12-step group for people who wish to stop compulsive eating.
Sex Addicts Anonymous 1-800-477-8191 | websiteOpens in a new window 12-step recovery program providing support for people with compulsive sexual behaviors.
Survivors of Incest Anonymous websiteOpens in a new window 12-step program for non-offending adult survivors of childhood sexual abuse.
Survivors of Suicide emailOpens in a new window Support group for family and friends of people who have committed suicide.
Mental Health Resources
Depression and Bi-Polar Support Alliance (800) 826-3632 | websiteOpens in a new window Offers education and support groups to people with depression and bi-polar disorder.
Mental Health Association of Arizona (MHAAZ) 480-982-5305 | websiteOpens in a new window Provides information and advocacy concerning mental health resources.
National Alliance on Mental Illness of Southern Arizona (NAMI) (520) 622-5582 | websiteOpens in a new window Offers support groups for people diagnosed with mental illness and their families.
Community Resources
American Diabetes Association (520) 795-3711 | websiteOpens in a new window 333 W. Ft. Lowell Rd., Suite 23 Provides educational resources on diabetes.
American Cancer Society (800) 227-2345 | websiteOpens in a new window 333 W. Ft. Lowell Rd., Suite 23 Provides educational resources on cancer.
Arizona Poison & Drug Information Center (520) 626-6016 Information and education on medications and preventing poisoning accidents.
DIRECT Center for Independence (520) 624-6452 | websiteOpens in a new window Offers information, referral and support services for individuals with disabilities.
Information & Referral Helpline 1-800-352-3792 | websiteOpens in a new window Information on community resources.
Volunteer Southern Arizona (520) 881-3300 | websiteOpens in a new window Offers a variety of volunteer opportunities.
LGBTQIA+ Resources
A Place to Talk (520) 375-9039 | Email: aplacetotalkservices@hotmail.com Counseling services for individuals who identify in the LGBTQ communities.
El Rio Health - Transgender Medicine (520) 670-3909 | websiteOpens in a new window Healthcare for pediatric and adult transgender and gender non-conforming communities. Care includes gender-confirming hormone therapy and referral to specialists.
Lighthouse Project AZ (520) 909-0754 | Email: lighthouseproject.tucson@gmail.com LGBTQI collaboration between the University of Arizona Southwest Institute for Research on Women, SAAF and Our Family Services to support unstably housed LGBTQ young adults.
Petersen HIV Clinic (Banner UMC) (520) 626-8598 | websiteOpens in a new window Provides specialty care, advocacy, counseling, early intervention, education, referrals, and prevention services related to HIV.
PFLAG Tucson - Parents, Friends, Families and Allies, United with LGBTQ People to Move Equality Forward websiteOpens in a new window Promotes the health and well-being of LGBTQ persons and their families and friends through support, education and advocacy.
Pride Guide - Tucson websiteOpens in a new window A resource list of services targeted to the LGBTQIA+ communities throughout Arizona.
Southern Arizona AIDS Foundation (SAAF) Crisis Line: (800) 553-9387 | Office Line: (520) 628-7223 | websiteOpens in a new window HIV, AIDS and Hep C testing; resources and support for individuals living with HIV/AIDS; prevention and support for survivors of violence against LGBTQIA+ individuals; support groups; youth drop in center and more!
Southern Arizona Gender Alliance (SAGA) Address: 2030 E. Broadway Blvd, Suite 106 | websiteOpens in a new window Support, advocacy and information for transgender and gender nonconforming individuals.
Southern Arizona Senior Pride (520) 312-8923 | websiteOpens in a new window LGBTQIA social meetings and support for 55+
Trans Lifeline (877) 565-8860 | websiteOpens in a new window Crisis hotline specific for transgender individuals.
Tucson Interfaith HIV/AIDS Network (TIHAN) (520) 299-6647 | websiteOpens in a new window Brings together religious, secular, corporate and non-profit organizations to support people living with HIV as well as to raise awareness and build knowledge and understanding around HIV/AIDS.
Government Resources
Arizona Center for Disability Law (520) 327-9547 | website Opens in a new windowProvides protection and advocacy for people with psychiatric, cognitive, physical, mental and sensory disabilities.
Arizona Health Care Cost Containment System (AHCCCS) (520) 205-8600 | website Opens in a new windowState’s health insurance program for people with a low income.
City of Tucson Parks and Recreation (520) 791-4873 | websiteOpens in a new window Conducts recreational classes and special events throughout the city.
Pima County Public Library Information Line (520) 791-4010 | websiteOpens in a new window Phone services which give short answers to reference questions.
Social Security Administration 1-800-722-1213 | websiteOpens in a new window Oversees the Social Security System.